Bestest Gift Ever

To everyone who contributed toward this, I simply cannot thank you enough.  When it arrived I was puzzled – I wasn’t expecting a package – and Bogart almost scared off the UPS man with his mighty bark.  And then I opened it… It is an incredible work – Ami, you are a GENIUS – and…

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What a Week it Was

The week has gone by so fast, tomorrow is one week since my big move.  I have visited our old house every day in order to clean it out, and so Bogart could have his runs in the old backyard.  It’s a really odd thing to drive out there every day, to the house that…

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The Eagle Has Landed

The last day of my daily walkie on Powell Butte.  One of dad’s favorite places in Portland, and where he and I walked every single day since we moved here.  So sort of a Klaus Memorial Walkie as mama and I talked a lot about dad and how much we missed him. I left a…

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Ground Control to Major Tom

Yes, we are all still alive… thanks to all who have been checking in on us.  The work of finding a place to live and then actually going through all of our 13 years worth of things has been incredibly draining.  Even Bogart does not insist on walking outside for things other than are absolutely…

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A Wednesday Blowout

Wednesday, you ask?  Surely you jest… it’s Friday the 13th after all… Well, no. I’ve decided that I am always approximately 2 days behind – not just in blogging, but in everything.  That appears to be the amount of time I have lost in the last week or so either through sleeping or crying.  Not…

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Surreal For Real

I picked up Klaus’ remains on Monday afternoon. I have only now been able to write about it.  Until that moment I felt that Klaus could still pop up on the table, could still somehow still be around.  Even though I know that wasn’t possible, it was still possible.  Now that he has been cremated…

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The Kindness of Strangers

“Strangers” has never seemed like such a foreign concept as it has these past few weeks.  The way that my mailbox, emailbox, and front door are overflowing is really overwhelming with wishes from hundreds of people that I “technically” do not know and who “technically” do not know me.  One of these days I promise…

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Ashes to Ashes

Klaus is being cremated.  Right now.  I woke up with a start at 6:30 this morning, as he was scheduled to begin that process.  Bogart and I went for a walk where we all always have – Powell Butte -  and I think he was surprised that I got out of bed so quickly, with…

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The Mark of the Beast

First things first – big, giant thank you’s to everyone in the dog, cat, hamster, and oh everything else blogospheres for all of your love and support in the last few days.  Yes, I am a basket case.  There are so many things to do, and so many emotions getting in the way. In the…

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In Your Eyes

For Klaus… love Lulu “In Your Eyes”  Peter Gabriel love I get so lost, sometimes days pass and this emptiness fills my heart when I want to run away I drive off in my car but whichever way I go I come back to the place you are all my instincts, they return the grand…

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